Thursday, January 7, 2010
sometimes i really wonder~ am i really a very happy and cheerful person i thought i am?now i feel that i'm just a coward~a coward that's always running away from all the unhappiness i might face~i am just a coward that dare not face the problems....iam ust running away from it so that i feel happy...but am i really happy??i might not be as happy as i thought i am...i just feel empty now~i dunno my true emotion~i can cry like crazy one moment~and be ok the next~because i distract myself from it...maybe i just dun like to sulk...but when all the happiness i though i have might vanish~i start to feel helpless...i need to be stronger!!!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
ok...i can't access wordpress...haha...so i shall bypass and use this blog instead...
basically, still trying to adapt to the weather and environment here...
their day here is weird....the sky would turn dark at 5 plus...and it looks like singapore 8 plus when it's only 6 plus..so every day i sleep quite early...haha
food here is adaptable..just that the portion is super huge and it's salty and oily...
but their cup noodles is quite nice...
weather is quite cold but still can tahan la...
but i definitely miss singapore, my parents, friends, food, my bed, mediacorp, starhub cable tv and my wireless connection!!! but lucky still got tudou la...haha
still haven really shop..only bought some daily necessities...haha...
i shall post again soon....tt's all... =)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
okok...i'll be leaving little red dot in less than 12 hrs time~
so...just in case i cant access blogger there~
i'll be switching to www.extremedramatisedhappiness.wordpress.com....
Monday, September 21, 2009
kk....so...very long nv update le...
tml will be week4 of fyp...
time flies~
in 0ne mth time i'll be in suzhou liao...
project is a killer~
i've been trying the codes since morning...
and all can't work...
no errors in the codes but can't work....
sian~
i rather there are tons of errors~
haiz~
hope i can get the codes working...if not~ haiz~
AND i've lost my phone!!!
been down on luck lately...
gonna ge back results on wed....
hope my luck is back...
tt's all for now ba~
and i've found my talent/ uniqueness....lol
Monday, September 7, 2009
well...fypj started and all i can say is that it definitely is a disaster!!!~
working on a software i've never even heard of
and coding a programming language i've never learn before...
wish me luck ba!!!
btw my project name is : Innovative Widget Project!!!
everyday 0830-1800...wahahaha...
even worse than office work!!!
stay in the fish tank for the whole day...
omg...totally can understand how a fish feel sia~
and...only 1 week passed!!!
i'm super duper stress ar~
never in my whole poly life that i had started researching on codes in the first week...
and i even stress till i had a dream that i am doing coding for my proj!!!
and and AND!!!!
i even made a trip to kino and the library to search for books about this software!!!
but!!!
nth's found!!!
omg!!!
how i survive!!!
i'm totally stuck now...
that's why i'm blogging now!!!
bye~ in the progress of dying from stress!!!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Seriously...
i'm totally in no mood to study for tml's ITCG paper...
luckily yest i got write out the notes...
so just left with the memorizing work...
need to memorize 10 full pages of A4 size paper filled with lots of words...
oh gosh~...
seriously..
i think after my paper...
my brain cells will be all dead....
but thinking on a bright side...
12 hours later...
i'll be freed from one module...haha....
jiayou ba!!!
Sunday, August 16, 2009
wow...i super duper long never update le...
haha...
basically...the semester is ending...
left with 3 exams and marks the end of yr 3 sem1 and start of fyp...
seriously...i think time seems to pass by really fast recently....
and i dunno wad to type le...haha...lazy...
tt's all den...haha
